Left to right: Christopher and Nico in our room at Walt Disney's Contemporary Resort
August 9th, 2013
And so it goes, on and on, another year has come and gone. Like days and nights that fade away it’s just another point in the day, in a week, in month, of this year, that only means something to me, and those memories will never recede into the darkness of tonight as this day slowly fades away.
And so it goes, my memory wanders about, wondering what your souls doing tonight. Are you happy? Are you cold? Are watching your kids lives unfold? It isn’t easy to think of you this way, but it’s always nice to know that you haven’t strayed away from me because I know you’re only a dream away or a thought away from keeping your spirit alive.
And so it goes, our boys are playing, while you’re in heaven, they’re oblivious to the altered life but it doesn’t mean that they don’t think twice, when they see your picture on the wall, they always stop and take a pause, knowing that you’re not here but they have no fear because they know that you’re always near.
And so it goes, life is the same, soon I need to realize though I can’t take blame but visualize our 2 daughters calling your name, “Mommy! Come here, just for a second daddy and the boys aren’t in heaven. They’ll be plenty of times to see them grow, but for now we have to go. But it’s okay mommy to sit and watch but for now we have to have fun there’s plenty of stores for us to shop.”
And so it goes, time is unforgiving, there’s never enough time even from the beginning when we first wake-up to start our day there really is no time to play but there is always reason to stop and think about our time together, that brings me some peace, that’ll push me towards a time and place that slows life down to a pace so I can appreciate this time and place.
And so it goes, life rolls on and on, with or without you, you’re always going to be gone. But as I move along through my good times and bad I’ll always remember the days that we had. Those times that made us both happy and sad will forever define who I was while we were together living a life that should have ended together but that is in the past and I’m in this present wishing you a happy 10 year anniversary.
Written on August 9th, 2013
Published on August 9th, 2013
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