To be or not to be there are so many questions..
You are here: Home » "To be or not to be..." Christopher (left) and Nico on Halloween Saturday bowling party. November 11, 2015 Inwardly, I struggle to be happy. Outwardly, I exude happiness. Why can't I just decide where my happy medium lies? I can't pinpoint that decision because I don't always feel unhappy inside. And trust me, I have nothing to be sad about. Time moves on, and I have learned that I cannot stand around and assume that happiness will know. I'm waiting for happiness to notice me while standing on the sidelines of life. So, I chose to get in the game and make myself happy by indulging in the things that satisfied me before my time eventually ran out. Losing any more time that I lost during my first few years of being a widower would be regretful. Good caffeinated coffee can make me happy during my time there. The beverage will spill out of me in words, as you will find out when I talk your ear off about anything and everything...