Embracing Happiness
You are here: Home » Embracing Happiness Nico on Christmas morning 2013 January 15, 2014 I deserve to be happy, damn it. We all do. So why can’t I accept the happiness that comes into my life, now? I have been contemplating this happiness issue for months. The one thing I can pluck from my mind is that a part of me is afraid that when there is any kind of good that will give me pleasure, some asshole will pull the rug from under my feet and “splat!” right on the damn ground I go. Figuratively speaking obviously, but with the way my luck has been running the past seven years it’s easy to envision Lucy holding that fucking football waiting to pull it away from me, Charlie Brown, so I can fall right on my ass! The anticipation of failure can take so much out of me it has to be killing my happiness but I feel like I’m just not allowed to have it. Sad. Right now however, my mind is filled with happiness. But somewhere lurking in my brains’ subconscious, the little voice is...