The Adventures of Captain Imperfecto

May 18th, 2012 What the hell is my problem? Why am I laid up like this? There are people out there with worse problems going on in their lives. Worse then mine. Yet, I am numb. I have a good job, two beautiful children. All I have to do is get my shit together. But as much as I try I fail. My motivation gone by the way side. Discarded like trash without a second thought to it, until my mind goes back to look for it again. Isn’t that how it always is with things you discard. You don’t know what you have until its gone. I day dream of a life that is fulfilling. Much like someone would do in a dead end job, or sitting behind a desk not doing what they have been placed on this earth to do. My day dreaming is not about glamour or glitz. It’s about security, fun and fulfillment. Enjoying life’s simple pleasures. But how can you enjoy simple things when life is as complicated as you view it? For me, my complication has to be change, yet I use to embrace change. I can feel normal...